Well this isnt good.

Im a complete and utter failure. i have failed you all. this is horrible.

but i highly doubt anyone reads this religiously. or at all for that matter. i think i should just use this more to vent and rant instead of my 140 character rants on twitter. sometimes i need to write more, then i write a myspace bulletin, but myspace is soo. eh :/ and then i incriminate myself. thats not good either. i want to write stuff with more value. so you see my problem. hahaha. blah blah blah. im currently distracted from having a continuous flow of thought because of my husband. yes @johncmayer . im forever going to continue referring to people by there twitter name. oh dear. this is a train wreck. ill write more interesting things tomorrow. maybe. im up so i guess why not. ABC check time!