restraints

i think of myself as a person with many opionions. so why is it that when i am asked to share one , i always fall short.
i believe in many thing s but is it that i dont know what i believe in? that is a bit disscouraging.
i beilieve in the voting process. even if your one vote, doesnt make or break and election, if you dont vote you can not complain.
i beilive that your appearnce and dressing well is very important. it says alot about who you are
i beilive that the world is filled with infinte possiblities and that with all of americas flaws, you can still make something out of yourself. with "hardwork and presperation" someone can make a comfertable life for themselves. i think that if i can get my lazy ass up and do something with my life i can really just get away for this small town feeling and live that cool "glamorous" life. i am tring to find inspiration for an art project. a worldly issue that is directly affecting me. why is that such a hard thing to figure out.
i think i am very politicaly aware. and i love fashion, but why is it that i am i supposed ashamed of what i love? i need to feel more secure with what i like and what issues are important to me.
i think the transition of trying to "find yourself" is the hardest thing. turning 18 is a hard thing. i am fighting with myparents so much rightnow because of their stubborness of not "wanting to let go " and my hardheadedness of wanting to do everything they dont want me to do.
this has helped me. i think what i know i like im not ready to share with the world in fear of being judged which is just a normal thing for all teenagegers. and now that i am becoming an adult i recognize that i am very ihbitated person.
transision.
i am going to do it on the transition of a "child/teenager" to a self assured adult.

ughh thats a load off my shoulders. thanks! (i love this thing! it helps me think!)

food for thought " you shouldnt let other people get your kicks for you" - rolling stone, bob dylan