Shout out!!

ok so shout out to http://www.pandora.com/ its like soo cool! its like an xm radio type thing that plays the song/band you want! neat!

danng that thing is cool!im listining to the shins right now.ive recently began listing to more of them.i really like them
ok so the only bummer of that thing is that it allows pop ups.but its a small price to pay.

ughhhhthere are a million and one things running through my mind right now :[

life throws cruve balls at you sometimes.you wish you could understand why you feel certain ways. its just hard :[if only it could be easy.

if life was movie. a good movie, one of those indie romantic comedies. wouldnt that be great.

i wish i knew what i want. but i guess thats what makes life intresting, finding out new things about yourself.

one of the hardest things is to forgive yourself.

ive done things in my past that caused consenqences. of course.
and some of those conseqences are hard to deal with .

i think before you can let yourself be involved with anyone, you need to be comfertable with yourself. i dont think i am quite there yet.

thats something im working on.

i need to start like something productive. like meditation or yoga or something. :[

i need to be happy again
im not saying im unhappy. just...

i need to begin enjoying the present. and stop missing it because i am resenting the past or just looking foward to the future.

"All these squawking birds won't quit. Building nothing, laying bricks."

-the shins, Caring is Creepy

UGHigwtufndasuitgjknmsdf i hate feeling all jumbled up!